Saturday, February 17, 2018

Books that Changed My Negative Pessimistic Thinking | Beyond Jabez+Science of Getting Rich+ More!

I didn’t go through all the books, nor did I even give a real description on each now that I’ve sat down and thought about it more. But this video was a great intro to some of the books I’ve read and am reading. I hope to do videos on 1 book at a time to really go in after a refresher. Let me know what y’all think. 
**By Wallace D. Wattles 
The Science of Success (all 3 books) - 
Sidenote: I don't care for the drawings in the book that this publisher, not writer, decided to put in it, but I focus on the words. Not sure if there is just a plain text one, but you can also look for that. I say this publisher because I had just the Science of Getting Rich, and none of that was on it.
 ••First Book that started to help me believe in God & Jesus••
 The Science of Getting Rich - 
••By Dr. Bruce Wilkinson 
The Prayer of Jabez - 
Beyond Jabez(read this first) - 
Secrets of the Vine - 
••By Pastor Rick Warren 
The Purpose Driven Life - 
the Journal - 
The Holy Bible -

Tuesday, February 13, 2018


BTW... I WASN'T SAYING THAT MARLENA OR MAC DADDY WITH ARTIST COUTURE ARE SATANIC... It showed that Marlena was in a different place than her usual "happy" self. I know I'm scratching on some uncomfortable places messing with our makeup, but it's good to not turn a blind eye to things that are right in your face. We should all be aware or asking questions like "why?" "Did they really have to name it that?" "Was that even necessary?". I'm just saying... but if you don't feel that way, hey... I totally understand that too... I tend of analyze everything, and this is just one of those things. Thanks for watching! I had to also say... I also wanted to say, doing this video made me realize how much more we need to pray for everyone, no matter what they are into to give themselves fully to God. #ileaveitinGodshands #keepprayingnomatterwhat #beaware #beprepared

Sunday, February 11, 2018


So this topic came from one of my viewers, and I thought what better way to go into more depth than with a video. These are things to consider if you are struggling to find a "good man" in the Christian dating scene or in the world in general, whether you are Christian or Not.



Saturday, February 10, 2018

DIY: Improve Video Lighting with $1 Aluminum Foil Tip+Rant about YOUTUBE PRODUCTION | Thanks Desi Perkins

A A light bulb went off in my head after watching The Perkins video on the lighting setup. I realized I was missing 2 things. 1. A diffuser to tone down my lights and stop it from looking so harsh on my skin, making the details difficult to see, and 2. No light source reflecting under my chin and chest area to make me look surrounded by lights. So in this video, I will show you my $1 solution to resolve the no light under the chin/chest area, and removing those shadows. Thanks for watching.. 

- Amazon LimoStudio 43" Photo Video Lighting Disc Reflector, 5-in-1 Kit - 
- Diffuser Sheet - (Cheaper alternative to purchasing the Disc Diffuser/Reflector) 
- Large clamps to hold diffuser whether disk or sheet - 
- Scotch double sided tape (to stick aluminum foil down) - 
- Aluminum can be found at Dollar Tree, Walmart or grocery store 

••Desi Perkins Video•• 

Thursday, February 8, 2018

Things Looking Dark? You loosing Faith? Feeling Weak, Lost, Unsure??? Turn this up all the way up... "I Just Need U" by Toby Mac

I heard this song, "I just need U", last weekend and had no idea it was Toby Mac. All I knew is I was like..."who made this song???". It captures how I've been feeling more and more. I've come to realize, more and more, that my life sucks without me seeking God AND Jesus, EVERY SINGLE DAY... I get stressed out when I don't read from work, people, finishing projects on time. Basically put, my day doesn't go when I wake and don't pull that Bible open first thing and pray to God. I can't explain it... it's not something I told myself to make myself feel better. This is coming from a person who never sought God... I only did this thing called prayer when things got so bad I wasn't sure how to even begin fixing it. It you are feeling lost and don't know where to start... Music aka praise, that's what it basically is, will get you there! Not just any music, but the one that praises OUR God... Our meaning, you and me and EVERY single person who is breathing. I just had to post this because this is how much this song moved and just moves me PERIOD...

QUICK GRWM using Elf No Budge Shadow Stick +Jaclyn Hill Pallete + RED APPLE LIPSTICK

For this look, I tried to keep it as simple as I could, which is something I don't normally do, but sometimes you need a look that is quick but cute... you know...
Zao Cosmetics 728 & 736 cream foundation samples - 
Shea Moisture Eyeshadow Cecilia to set eyeshadow DISCONTINUED 
Amazon DuCare Fluffy Blending Eyeshadow Brush - 
Bhcosmetics V5 Blending Brush & V6 brush - 
Jaclyn Hill Palette - 
elf cosmetics no budge shadow stick - 
Wet N Wild waterproof liquid eyeliner - 
Wet n wild lipliner in Chestnut - 
Urban Decay Glide On Eyeliner Perversion - 
Bhcosmetics Bliss Lash Mascara - 
Red Apple Lipstick Rosemancing - 

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Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Real (CHRISTIAN) Relationship Goasl! This message will leave you THINKING!!! by Mike Todd #transformationchurch

Wow... I kept seeing this video show up in my YouTube feed, and didn't even give it consideration due to how young this guy looked. This message is put in a way that it's so relatable that it's ridiculous. A child could hear this and gain clear understanding of what we're doing wrong or what we're seeking as "relationship goals" that continues to not work for us. It doesn't matter your age or skin color, I think everyone should be watching this! Totally got me thinking!!!

Definitely worth watching!

Monday, February 5, 2018

Bronzing VS Contouring: Tips I took from watching Bobbi Brown on YouTube

So I got this idea from watching Bobbi Brown the makeup artist and brand, even she no longer owns it. I use to be all about the "perfect" face, but now, I realized one it didn't look like my face in photos, but worse was how my face look like in person. I looked totally "made up". With makeup, I prefer to go all out on the eyes and lips, but let my face remain my face. If you get what I mean. I hope y'all enjoy this video! And Thanks for Watching! 
Makeup Forever HD Ultra Foundation - 
Black Radiance Pressed Powders Butter Pecan & Golden Cashew - 
Jaclyn Hill Palette for eyes & Highlight - 
Elf cosmetics no budge shadow stick on lid - 
Red Apple Lipstick Rosemancing - 
Wet N Wild lipliner Chestnut - 
Loreal Brow Stylist Shape & Fill - 
RCMA No Color Powder - 
Elf Banana Correct & Set Under Eye Powder - 
Wet N Wild Contour Stick Where's Walnut - 
Bhcosmetics Glamorous Blush Palette -


My Amazon Favorites

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Friday, February 2, 2018

YouTube Beauty Community Tag Created by Lisa Stevens | THIS WAS HARDER THAN I THOUGHT BUT NEEDED!

First off!!! This was actually more fun to do than I originally thought it would be, and a little on the serious side for me because of the kinds of questions in this tag. They are not just generic Q&A's, but questions to really make you think. I have to give it to Lisa Stevens for really asking questions that make us share the parts of us we may be hiding behind, besides the lens. I hope you enjoy! Thanks for watching!


Joie De Fi -
Amber F -
True Sugar -
Lisa Stevens -
Jason A -
Roberto Blake -
Jackie Aina -
Kathleen Lights -
RawBeautyKristi -
Jaclyn Hill -
Jackie He -
Dr. Charles Stanley Sermons -

••YouTube Beauty Community Tag••

1. What are your favourite videos to watch?
2. What are your favourite videos to film?
3. What are your least favourite videos to watch?
4. What is your favourite part of the beauty community?
5. What is your least favourite part of the beauty community?
6. What motivated you to start your channel?
7. Who inspires you most on YouTube?
8. #1 thing you would change about the YouTube beauty community?
9. #1 advice for new creators starting their channels?
10. What do you love about YouTube as a whole?

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

GRWM Using Jaclyn Hill Palette Bhcosmetics Foil Eyeshadow Paltte | Are we aging our undereye with Ba

This was suppose to be a quick simply makeup video that, which believe it or not, it was pretty quick, but just a lot more colors than a simple look. I am also using Red Apple Lipstick for the first time on my channel, which is an vegan, toxic-free lipstick.

Don’t Bake Under your Eyes -


Shea Moisture Eyeshadow Cecilia DISCONTINUED
Loreal Brow Stylist Shape & Fill Brow Pencil -
Earth's Daughter Aloe vera gel -
Thayer Rose Petal Witch hazel toner - 
Smashbox Gel Eyeliner Fishnet -
Wet N Wild Original Comfort Zone Palette -
Wet N Wild waterproof liquid eyeliner -
Jaclyn Hill Palette -
Bhcosmetics 28 Color Foil Eyeshadow Palette -
Bhcosmetics studio pro concealer 113 + 117 -
Zao Cosmetics 736 -
Red Apple Lipstick Rosemancing -
Amazon DuCare Fluffy Blending Eyeshadow Brush -
La Colors Blending Brush -
Zoeva Dupe Brush -

Friday, January 26, 2018


I am clearly aware of the fear related to discussing any topic regarding skin color in this country, rightfully so, but nonetheless, I'm going to follow my spirit on this one, without disrespect to any one out there, this is just from the stand point of the people who choose to be nasty and not classy when it came to actually addressing the issues without attacking one another. I left out so many good points, but I wasn't about to redo this video, so bare with me.

No one will ever know how it feels like to walk in anyone's shoes, but we can all try to be compassionate, which is a challenge for most us who can't even love the people closest to us, yet alone trusting anyone. I hope this message comes across clear. I'm just so tired of seeing people on YouTube not know how to express their opinion without having to crush the other person in the process. People can only speak on what they know, opinions based on how people live their lives, and what they personally experience. I'm truly sorry the way the world is, but things like this, believe it or not, are what brings about change. Just don't go crushing one another in the comments section to feel better about yourself.

TRUST ME... it never leads to anything good... JUST MORE ANGRY PEOPLE.